Monday, September 14, 2015

It's Time, Darlings. Releasing the Old Shit: Day 20 of 100

My Mermaid Momma, Ameera Beth, gave us some homework. For this New Moon and Solar Eclipse in Virgo we were to cut all cords which no longer served us before embarking our journey to Kauai, Hawaii. In other words burn the old shit and leave it behind, don't bring it along. Be done with it. Done!

I've been crying my ass off like a newborn. In a good way. Man! To let go of the old especially when you have a strong Cancer influence in your chart... My oh my!

I released my Mother. I envisioned myself in the same space as her (It has been 8 years since I've seen my mother and because of her belief system, she prefers to limit our interactions). I hugged her, my eyes showered with all the pain I've ever held within. This woman is the only hero I've ever cared to be perfect for... 
... It was time to release this belief as well. The only person I need to be perfect for is MYSELF. I kissed her and blew her into the light with love.

We must allow ourself to be vulnerable as fuck during these phases of release. Be ok with crying, yelling, screaming to the point of trembling. Yes, that's it, baby. Let it all out. Let it all go. It's safe now.

Many of the blocks in our energy vortexes have a lot to do with not knowing how to accept genuine and unconditional love. We've been deprived.  Thinking about it, this is the most insane thought but it is so true.

We all have had our past, some painful, some scary, some... well, let's just not talk about it.

Well, I'm here to say that's it's time to move forward, my darlings. It time to learn what it is to be Loved by life, by good people, by GOD.

The wild contractions we have experienced lately are simply signs of the new, genuine and unconditional Love wishing to birth within our hearts. Will you be open and kind to yourself and allow it in?

Releasing the old and welcoming the new with you,
Queen Goddess


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