O! M! G! And I am about to be 30! What?!?!
(If you did not get a chance to read yesterday's post all about these 30's floating around my space, <-- please, follow the link and read. It will all make sense.)
(If you did not get a chance to read yesterday's post all about these 30's floating around my space, <-- please, follow the link and read. It will all make sense.)
OK! Back to my O. M. G.'s. I was pondering on my age. Woa. I am really close to the big three, O.
This feels so surreal. Like, I am not a teenager anymore. Like, I am not a wild youngen who can say "Like, OMG!" all the time anymore. I am a full grown adult.
O. M. G. and I have two children!? Where did they come from?
OH! So this is how it feels to wake up to adulthood. This is how it feels to get old, wrinkly, and saggy (believe me these boobs ain't holding up like they used to).
O. M. G. and I have two children!? Where did they come from?
OH! So this is how it feels to wake up to adulthood. This is how it feels to get old, wrinkly, and saggy (believe me these boobs ain't holding up like they used to).
Like a great human being with a fine ego, I began to think, NOT about all the great things I've conquered, achieved and gratefully have, instead I thought about my death. That one point where we no longer are blood and flesh, when become comparable to the invisible air. Nothingness. And because it is Scorpio Season, there is no better time to talk about death then now.
So I began pondering on eerie questions like:
How will I die?
How old will I be? (120 is the set goal here)
Will the mortuary make up artist get my eyeliner right? I sure hope so.
I know these are questions we do not tend to ask ourselves, however I am a big believer of preparing the mind for the best thus only creating the best.
So I began pondering on eerie questions like:
How will I die?
How old will I be? (120 is the set goal here)
Will the mortuary make up artist get my eyeliner right? I sure hope so.
I know these are questions we do not tend to ask ourselves, however I am a big believer of preparing the mind for the best thus only creating the best.
Taking a minute to ponder over my death, intriguingly enough, gave me deep insights about myself. The things I fear and, though I CAN wait, how excited I actually am about death and the mysterious, magical and, I am sure, mystical journey it beholds.
It reopens the door to that higher connection of what we are, the broader look into the 5th dimensional reality, if not more. What more is out there? Do other worlds exist? Do those creatures ponder and explore the same questions that we do?
The following is was I learnt about myself when exploring these questions:
I am a pussy. (LMAO @ myself. Did I just write that?) It is so true.
I am scared to leave all this behind for the fear of never reconnecting with what I know truth to be today. The fear of it to be a "bad" experience instead of a "good" experience. The fear of... fear. Truth is, "Truth" is an ever evolving thing, it is always changing, never set. What is True today, may be False tomorrow. Transformation is such a beautiful thing.
Death is FREEDOM
Now, hold on Speedy Gonsalez. I am not trying to die yet. I really love my magical and gypsy life here and now, however to think of the possibility of reconnecting with that divine source which we come from, that point when we transition from blood and flesh and soar to the limitless boundaries of spirit is quite an adventure to be excited for.
Planning my Death eases my fear of it.
Being the creator of #unvarnished you know I am going to touch up on the most unique and dark elements of our soul. That being expressed, I believe, we have reached a level of maturity where we can can focus a healthy amount of thought and energy towards the idea of death and how we wish to experience it. I am not going to lecture you on law of attraction, karma, or cause and effect. You know that. If we put those teaching towards our thoughts of death, I believe we can reach a new level of consciousness and may even be more in control of how we come to experience this mysterious transition we call: death.
So, did I shake you up, darling?
Good. I'm on track.
Tell me what you think? How would you like to experience this magical transition from life to life source, death? I always appreciate new and different insights, perpectives... wisdom.
Embrace the darkness,
Queen Goddess
Additional Notes:
Check out my LIVE readings on my scope here.
Or if you just wanna chill next to me, come in here.
You came this far?! Wow, you're so certified cool. Enter code: ImTooSexyForMy and finish the sentence for a free chart reading. ;)
It reopens the door to that higher connection of what we are, the broader look into the 5th dimensional reality, if not more. What more is out there? Do other worlds exist? Do those creatures ponder and explore the same questions that we do?
The following is was I learnt about myself when exploring these questions:
I am a pussy. (LMAO @ myself. Did I just write that?) It is so true.
I am scared to leave all this behind for the fear of never reconnecting with what I know truth to be today. The fear of it to be a "bad" experience instead of a "good" experience. The fear of... fear. Truth is, "Truth" is an ever evolving thing, it is always changing, never set. What is True today, may be False tomorrow. Transformation is such a beautiful thing.
Death is FREEDOM
Now, hold on Speedy Gonsalez. I am not trying to die yet. I really love my magical and gypsy life here and now, however to think of the possibility of reconnecting with that divine source which we come from, that point when we transition from blood and flesh and soar to the limitless boundaries of spirit is quite an adventure to be excited for.
Planning my Death eases my fear of it.
Being the creator of #unvarnished you know I am going to touch up on the most unique and dark elements of our soul. That being expressed, I believe, we have reached a level of maturity where we can can focus a healthy amount of thought and energy towards the idea of death and how we wish to experience it. I am not going to lecture you on law of attraction, karma, or cause and effect. You know that. If we put those teaching towards our thoughts of death, I believe we can reach a new level of consciousness and may even be more in control of how we come to experience this mysterious transition we call: death.
So, did I shake you up, darling?
Good. I'm on track.
Tell me what you think? How would you like to experience this magical transition from life to life source, death? I always appreciate new and different insights, perpectives... wisdom.
Embrace the darkness,
Queen Goddess
Additional Notes:
Check out my LIVE readings on my scope here.
Or if you just wanna chill next to me, come in here.
You came this far?! Wow, you're so certified cool. Enter code: ImTooSexyForMy and finish the sentence for a free chart reading. ;)
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