Day 40 of 100: Hola! Queen Goddess Here ...

I'm baaaack!

My goddess gracious, its felt like a million and 27 years and 32 days have passed since I stepped my toes in this gawrgeous wonderland, but truth to be told, in our reality, it was just yesterday....

Sooo CHEERS to DAY 40!!! (... talk more about that at the end)

During my siesta, after a nice time in Vegas, I landed in California which has been nothing but amazing and beyond magical to me. I am forever blessed as usual ::: says the highly optimist goddess ::: 

Well... no lie, there has been a couple fun obstacles here and there... you know, like breaking my neck and losing my arm kind, my hair is falling off, my boobs are sagging lower and lower by the day... but nothing too shabby. 

I am happy to report: I AM ALIVE! 

I think. 

:: heartbeat check :: 

Yes, I am. 

No, but really, even though my mind is cursing every redneck word from the hillbilly dictionary on a daily basis, my heart is jumping with joy and my soul feels complete tonight, half-ways (I miss my little creatures...) 

I've been meaning to get this YouTube channel up and running for a minute, however I've been resisting it like a kid resists his mom because he smashed the whole dinner cake in one sitting...

.... that sitting being in his own little secret spot in the closet. Yup.

But thank god, with a little help of my hillbilly dictionary... and after long and critical labor this baby has come to birth and the first video is up! I am super stoked to share it with all you lovely and unvarnished souls.

I missed you by the way <3

Enjoy 

Additional Notes:

This is intense. My YouTube channel is going to one of the biggest healing tools for me thus far and you'll see why. I'm not looking forward to all the "perks" to YouTube, thus the reason I've been resisting it.

Why? 

Thank you for asking! 

As I list, keep in mind... "I come UNVARNISHED" very much unfiltered and raw! So...

For one) I will be in the public eye. 

For two) I will be criticized. Yeeee! I just caaaaan't wait for that!!! 

For three) I will be challenged. 

For four) :: say that four times fast :: I will be confronting a lot of shit I've been neglecting/resisting/ignoring within myself.. like those butterfly thingies called e-e-e-ahem-EMOTIONS! 

However, here I am, onward to completing the 100 DAY CHALLENGE begun last year where I document my present world every day...

.... and I absolutely have, HOWEVER the documentation kind of staid in my head and never made it to film or even a sheet of paper. :)
Not to sweat, Capricorns memory is on point and now with Mars blessings going direct, I am ready to hit the road again. I hope through my story, you too find and embrace your most #unvarnished truth.

Ooooooraleee!

With Magic and Beauty,

Queen Goddess