Day 41 of 100: Painting Dreams Into Reality (Laguna Beach,CA)

My little artsy studio looks like shit, my dishes are piled to the heavens, and I can never seem to find my under garments... or maybe the laundry is due??

This is the life of an artist.

... we crave for chaos, we thrive on change, though we flow with presence.

.. the battle of BALANCE. Not too much god, but not too much crazy. Not too much sad, but maybe more happy. Not too much work, but not too much dreamy.

Aaaw... my little old medicine man!

So what IS the perfect dosage?!

I introduce this short film, perhaps a suggestion, as it channels the raw struggle of the dreamy artist... so not that we further ponder and/or complain about the "struggle", but instead take ACTION toward transforming that feeling of frustration, pain, anger, revenge, ect., into one that is higher in vibration... 

... to one that simply makes me feel good.

... In my case, I went to the beach!

At times when the "struggle is real" and we have reached our limit, the best we can do is cease and release ourselves from further action towards that struggle, that specific intention at that present moment.

Common sense, no? 

Evidently no, many of us have invested too much time, energy/power and focus creating it harder for us to simply let go, even if the idea was vaguely fantasized; so we keep on beating on the damn dead horse, complaining and only creating "shitty work" just to say that we did.
... yet the only work we ever do conquer is to swim against the stream.

But why?

Instead, why not take a minute to breathe, to settle the mind, the body, the nervous system before it gets farther into a twisted and chaotic shit hole. It's better to have "wasted" one hour doing something relaxing, uplifting which you enjoy so to gain clarity or simply uplift your mood, then to push through and fuck up in a greater scale in the future, like fist punching someone in the face, for instance, because they looked at you the wrong way, when in reality they're just naturally and organically ugly like that...

You see what I mean. Well, here you go my loves... Cheers!

Additional Notes:

With the heavy loads of retrogrades we have experienced amongst the stars, additionally to very intense and deep internal discovering and analyzing, it is no surprise our minds and emotions are scattered all over the place as we do our best to regather and regroup, prying that we fortunately still function afterwards. With the additional and amazing Piscean energy in my chart (Jupiter in Pisces,  with a strong 12th house), my view from up here has been nothing but foggy, my mind clouded with illusions, my life accumulating delusions. I lose my gravity and fly far, at times so far I don't realize the dead horse I beat on right beneath my nose, total autopilot. Until I wake up to find myself beaten living off the course, possibly far off from source...

I get scared, I get REALLY scared... my definition of reality is different and unique. I have responsibilities within the skies, though as important, responsibilities on Earth, intending to master balance between both. I work in the heavens, as I work with my mind, body and soul. The intuitive artist, creates the impossible so to realize the possible. We must be here while there. We are warriors in the skies as we are warriors for the human kind... bare with our souls, as we do much, even in the midst of hell, we remain bold and in touch,.. for you, for myself, for our kind.

.. and most of all, we thank you.

"Let me know you are out there. From time to time, hold my hand, whisper my name back to my ears and let me know I'm here, bring me back... relax and bring me to serenity, peace and humanity."

This is all we ever wanted.

Sincerely and in Magical Love,

Gypsy Mermaid Queen Goddess

P.S. 
Our dreams are the raw essence of who we are.

... The same way we are accustomed to cleansing and maintaining the physical body, it is good to cleanse and maintenance the soul on a regular basis. Any circumstance/situation not working for us deserves the proper attention of releasing so to try other ways that may. Any energy based on frustration or anger and especially at a very intense and passionate level will only fog our clarity, block our energy and most likely create the absolute contrast circumstance/situation of that which we DO desire. To regain BALANCE, let lose from time to time, fall off and fuck off, jump from one side of the spectrum to the other until you experience both and all spectrum simultaneously and flow in the center of oneness.

Sounds like a magic trick? It is... and I'm still trying to figure it out.

Do be kind, polite and gentle with yourself, we are ever evolving. We are here to explore, improve, evolve, CHANGE, therefore we cannot stamp and label "true happiness" to exist only in one center, in one medium and stillness. It will change. Emphasizing, we are ever changing creatures, we must allow ourselves to fly from window to spectrum to angels on a regular basis to experience and further polish our dream and that which we truly desire and ambition for, alignment.

Last note: 
Know that our dreams have been manifested through the art and the consecutive and repetitive desiring of our emotions via the mind and thoughts (aka, our beliefs), it is up to us whether we are open and in the ALLOWING SPACE to receive the energy of our manifested dream and therefore effortlessly and with ease realize it into the tangible and palpable reality...
... this, when DREAMS BECOME REALITY.

I really hope all that made sense... mi no espique mucho inglish ;)

I love you.