BUT, let it be known, for these "happy" days there has been a good share of my not so "happy" days which have been the most intriguing times of my life as it seduces me to dive into the blue and dark seas of my soul. The fear at first is intense, but as I dive deeper I live deeper.
What I mean is, I truly understand the essence of life and my connection with it. Why I am who I am and why I go where I go. It's like when I drop to the lowest and I have no where else to go but up, I have no choice but to leave all the baggage behind... the fear, the guilt, the stress and when I least expect it,
I'm flowing to the top where the sunshine showers my body and the beautiful ocean waves allow me to lay over their soothing bed of waves... and then I know I have been #unvarnished.
I'm learning that the destination is not as important as the journey towards it. It is the path where we are honored and privilege to experience all the human sentiments making the destination worthwhile and full of value.
Yesterday (which you may noticed I did not blog) and today have been like a "whole" day in itself. It is perfection to its fullest. Let me share:
After a nice day at work, I went on their pier right in the middle of the waters. I love it here. I had me a nice ol' bad ass Texan burger (Wow, check out the many adjectives for that burger, Shit was fire.) I smoked the good herb and began working on my ongoing projects. The water and herb together broadened my mind so beautifully in a way where I was able to connect with divine force and its flow so to ride its wave, effortlessly. It feels so good. After some writing, I went back inside to the bar and had me a drink.. or two.. or three. Hey! I was off the next day... which is today. Today I slept, then I slept some more, and later slept one more time. I got the itch to make some bomb ass vegetarian egg rolls, which even my carnivore roommate thought were "awesome". I put on my swimsuit went outside, made me a little sacred woman cave on my balcony and yep, you guessed it, I slept again under the warm rays of the sun. Yup. That's my life in paradise... and now, I am documenting it all here listening to Lauriana Mae, City of Diamonds,the company of some perfect ocean breeze in the middle of the night. Perfection.
I am happy for taking the decision to share a little of myself with the world. I wish everybody to know that there is so much beauty in life if we can see the beauty that resides in the present moment. Paradise does not come to us, we create it.
In beauty,
Queen Goddess
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