Sooo, I'm kind of failing at this "daily" blog but I still have about 93 days to go, so my goal is that I eventually get in the rhythm of writing here on a daily basis, religiously... literally. I'm not giving up.
I'm doing this for myself so to eventually feel comfortable with more serious commitments like... relationships. Whether it be with family or with a beloved, I quiver.
Especially the commitment of staying in one place. I've moved all my life and, ironically enough, everywhere but nowhere is my comfort zone.
I have a family to think about now, though. I have little ones that need stability and I believe its time for "little" Damaris experiences stability, at least, for the next 5-10 years to come.
(..... Oh my goodness! Just typing "5-10 years" was rough.)
I love my freedom, and if you haven't noticed, I am a gypsy at heart. Taking my gypsy heart away is like a literally taking the physical heart away from my body. I have no essence. I love my freedom for I am a bird. I love getting up and planning and (ok fine, I admit it) controlling life around me. So selfish of myself, I know. But believe me, I know who I am and I know where I go. My intention is always loving. I wish to always serve myself at the highest best so I contribute only and nothing but the highest best to others, especially my little darlings.
I am in no need to make huge changes at the moment but I can decide to stay committed to something as simple as daily blogging so to practice the "art of commitment".
Thank you for sharing my moments of failure and my daily conquests.
I love you,
Queen Goddess
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